Random Thoughts.

Honestly, my days consist of waking up and going non stop from AM to AM (yes AM to AM). Early morning..  waking up and making that coffee run to dunks. Writing lesson plans for my students in between my travels.. headphones in my ears always doing choreography for my classes and projects. Teaching.. Traveling.. Performing.. Scheduling..Time management. Coping with the stress of making sure I arrange my days, career choices, and schedule properly in order to be successful. Teaching class, then leaving to perform, then leaving right after that to go to another two rehearsals. Train rides, car rides, subway. Staying up until 3 AM to accomplish all the things the day didn’t allow time for me to do. Sometimes I feel like I’m suffocating in it all. But I wouldn’t trade it for the world. I wake up everyday one step closer to accomplishing yet another goal I set for myself. I know that its only going to get more difficult from here. Just remember why you do what you do, be true to yourself, and stay ambitious. S/O to all my people who accept life’s challenges. 

“With defeat there comes persistence, with persistence there comes perseverance, with perseverance there comes success”  Jocelyn AnnMarie

"Can I confess these things to you. Well I don’t know. Embedded in my chest. And it hurts to hold."

"Leave me in the rain.
Wait until my clothes cling to my frame.
Wipe away your tear stains.
Thought you said you didn’t feel pain."

Random Thought.

Music is the hand that holds me when I can’t face the silence. 

"And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops ‘till it’s madness in my head"

Needs Change.

Officially not going to be a redhead anymore after tomorrow.

My worst habit

Over-thinking, creating the worst scenarios in my mind and replaying bad memories

"Dancing makes my heart smile."

"And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple, but now that it’s done
I hope you don’t mind, I hope you don’t mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you’re in the world"

Ellie Goulding